Another loss unfortunately at 6w1d. I couldn't believe my luck to have been pregnant and my tests were progressing so nicely, got 3+ on my clearblue digi right on time. I was so excited.
I cannot express in words how utterly heartbroken I am. I was sure my body would know what to do now that it carried my DD to term. I was so sure this was our time. I'm heartbroken, I feel completely alone, even though my husband is amazing, I feel utterly alone. How can this be? Another loss, again, another baby I don't get to hold in my arms. HOW?
I am so scared to get pregnant again and at the same time so so terrified of how long it'll take to get pregnant again. We put all this energy into getting pregnant, taking the right meds at the right times to try to get pregnant and then when we get pregnant I like in a state of extreme anxiety worrying that it'll end. There has to be an easier way?
5 Comments • 1 year ago
I know it's hard, but your body will carry a baby. Just keep trying and you will have your take home baby! Would your Dr. Prescribe you some progesterone for the next time you become pregnant? Maybe that could help. Next cycle should be super fertile and hopefully the next time around it will be your takehome baby.
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