Short lived :(
Short lived.. 16 dpo hcg dropped to a fucking 4.
I woke up before my blood draw and my test was barely positive.. So I wasnt feeling too confident.
I am just pissed off. Why won't they stick to me.
My diet is good. Ive been on femara. Which makes me sick. And my hair is falling out slowly..
Im going to try again and then if December ovulation fails to get me pregnant again. Or if I have another loss.. I will then take a break. The femara 5 mg is very difficult for me. I am just so tired. On halloween my tarrot card reader said september 2018 I will birth a baby. So I just really hope she was right. I cant take much more. I stayed home today..my husband called out to be with me.. And it snowed all day. The snow is very depressing for me as it is. I hate winter.
Think of me <3
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