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Boring Update - but an update none the less
Hi all I thought I would jump on the band wagon even though have nothing much to update but I feel I should say something as I have received a lot of love and support from all my friends on here especially over the last few months.
I decided after my last EP that I would stay away from this site as it was too painful and a constant reminder that I failed in staying pregnant again and seeing all the BFP's was just heartbreaking as much as I wanted to be happy for everyone... I just couldn't. So I stayed away. its been a few months now and I have had time to regroup and focus on my ultimate goal. Which first and foremost is my health, which I might add took quite a battering over the last few months. Feel physically and emotionally stronger now.
Jim and I both agree that we want a baby very much. (me more then Jim really) But I am so scared that the same thing will happen me again. I just can't get it out off my head. I don't know what I/we are doing wrong.
I found some Clomid in my medicine cabinet which I was going to start this cycle but I think I will have another month or two to get my head together and my health 100%, so at the moment we are NTNP.
Hope to hear some good news on here soon its been too long :) xx
6 Yrs TTC
MC last at 6weeks 
Ectopic at 6-7 weeks 
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Really happy to hear from you Gemma! I know this has been really hard on you guys, and I am happy to hear that you took the time to get emotionally and physically healthy. I hope the Clomid gives you a super sticky one and that you two get an opportunity to be parents you guys are awesome people!! Looking forward to more updates. :)
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