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Tara - Just still no sex :/ which is extremely frustrating I might add.On top of my Df losing his job and still looking for work things aRe really frustrating !!! LisB- your post made me cry .If I was fertile enough I think I would make so many babies for all of the great ladies out there like you guys .My doctor is still so surprised I'm pregnant he makes me come in every week -just to check on me .I don't know what my future holds .but as of right now I am extremely blessed and I know God has a plan for all of us .Looking back I still can't believe this happened .Its so weird to go to a store and not walk down the pregnancy test isle .i still can't face the baby section because I feel like I'm going to jinx it :/ how retarted is that ? I know it's what I wanted so badly now that I have it I'm so afraid to value it because I don't want to lose it .Its not what I expected .I know everyone says just enjoy it and be happy .And I am happy .Im just scared too.and I think for someone who has been through so much heartache I will never stop being scared .Every time they put that ultrasound or hb. Monitor on my stomach I hold my breath and the nurse tells me to breathe .I can't find anyone who has had any losses and is right around my point in pregnancy .Everyone is about to pop and just says it gets easier .Sorry to vent here .I just don't have anywhere else too. Everyone else gets pregnant and instantly become #superhappy #mommy #cantwait #inlove and I feel like #scaredtodeath #trytobreathe #isthebabyokay .I feel like my true happiness was stolen and now I get anxiety filled happiness .Everyime I go to the bathroom I check for blood ,every cramp or pain sends me to google ,and every night before an appointment I dream my babies dead .I really want this .I love my baby and I can't wait for this feeling to go away .I meditate ,talk to my belly ,and do everything I can to make this special .vent over ://

Hi ladies, boy did i miss out on a bit in a few hours. So i went to talk to my mom today. She's suspecting i may be. My wellness coach also knows what's been going on with me and today i went in for my weigh and measure and numbers made me very suspicious. I went from losing losing losing to gain 1.8lbs and gaining an inch each in my bust, my waist and my hips?? he was like i think there's something happening in your body with a big smile on his face....idk what to think right now. i haven't changed my routine as far as eating healthy, though my pelvis/uterus area is starting to feel like it's being stretched a little, not painfully, but pulled a bit so i'm not sure. going to test friday morning..

Nicky I'm 22 weeks and im still scared something will happen every scan I'm like please please be a heart beat also the other day I had cramps as was rushing to the bathroom to check for blood . People have said its part of motherhood and will never go I just hope it's not so bad when baby's born or I'm going to be a wreck lol

How is everyone ??

I'm mighty sleepy, but i'm not sure why...lol. i got enough sleep, i think. I'm tired of working, staring at a computer screen for 8-9 hrs a day sucks. Still kind of stuck on my results from today..gained an inch each in my hips, waist and bust...

I think I got a positive opk this morning as the line was much darker than all my other tests, we bd this morning just in case and will again tonight, we've done it every night for the past week and to be honest its kinda exhausting lol

The worries unfortunately don't stop once the baby is born. After you've had a child, your heart walks around outside your chest.

I think anyone who has has a pregnancy loss or has struggled to conceive forever loses that bliss of expecting a baby. It does become impossible not to worry.

I really hope we all get to see that sticky bfp and bring home a baby.

Hugs to all!

Sorry I haven't been on much. Doing double work because my co-worker/friend's 40 yr old husband is having some severe chemo side effects & is hospitalized. Also, I'm trying to straighten out this mess with my son and am setting up his online charter school.

Tara & Athena -

One thing I was thinking about is that while a lot of people are getting pregnant, if you think about how you try not to disclose your fertility issues, there are probably just as many or more women you know going through the same thing. A lot of people don't talk about miscarriages & having trouble getting pregnant, especially on social media. You are not alone, and not being able to tell your friends and family about your struggle makes it harder on you.

On a positive note, I received my daughter's new birth certificate from my husband adopting her in the mail today. It's so nice to see his name on there.

my temp dropped again so I guess I didn't ovulate. It s so frustrating. But I've been researching online what can help and I found out that women with pcos typically have deficiencies with certain vitamins. So I went and bought all the vitamins that helped with my symptoms fxed. Some say they help with weight loss too. If I don't get my period soon I'm going to test and start the provera

@athena- it stinks dh is in football and cant get his sperm analysis. Too bad he cant play hookie from work one day! I'm sorry this cycle might be a bust .

Hey guys. I was on Youtube reviewing some TTC stuff and ran across this VLog. I fell in love with this couople and their TTC Journey. They are sooooo adorable.

Check it out:

http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYv8VkKxvmfYIRbowQALwCw