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Sorry. Slow internet double-post.

@waiting. I'm sorry.
AFM: could be a pinched nerve. i'm finally back to regular on the digestive side of things. on another note, i took a test this morning and i think i may have gotten an evap line but i'm not sure or maybe it's my eyes playing with me because i swear i seen an extremely faint positive. it was after the allotted amount of time though when i went back and looked so idk if it was there before or not..it doesn't look like a shadow of a line it looks like an actual line so idk..but i'll wait til friday to test again to see.

right about now i'm still having some twinges happening in my uterus area, feel like twitches or little bubbles and on my right side i feel a cramp but not like an AF cramp, it's different. Also having some headache issues (maybe from being on the computer for 9 hours a day for work..lol)

Definitely constant twitches and small pulls in my lower abdomen throughout the day though..not sure what that is. fatigue is set in for the past 9 days, constantly sleepy for no reason, a little more moody and urinating often but i am drinking like 4-5 bottles of water a day too so i can't really tell if it's more often than usual

I haven't posted in a few days because I have been very sad lately. This whole ttc process is taking its toll on me. I don't know how much more disappointment I can take. Watching other people get the one thing I want most is killing me. I just don't know what to do. I feel like it will never happen and it's breaking my heart. Now I feel like I'm about to start and I didn't even ovulate.

awww Athena, don't break , it'll be okay. I know exactly how you feel though. I've been wanting this for a long time and everyone around me gets prego and i'm stuck not being able to. I'm happy for them but at the same time, they already have kids or they weren't trying.

I quit trying for a while and i still wasn't trying when i started feeling like this, but i can't ignore the fact i want a little miracle of my own and i can't have it.

Enbutler we've been ttc for over a year now. I waited 2 years for dh to be ready to have a baby and here I am now not getting pregnant. While it seems like everyone around me get pregnant at the drop of a hat. I know everyone in here feels the same way. I just haven't felt like myself lately because it has gotten me so down.

Athena, have you had your thyroid and your insulin resistance tested? Maybe something as simple as metformin and synthroid could help you. For women who are ttc, the tsh level should be between 1-2.

Hang in there.

Lisserb I have and my thyroid was fine. I have pcos, but my insulin is fine. I could give Clomid a shot but dh will have to be tested and he won't be able to til after football season. He has practice every day after school so he will have no time free for that. I was thinking about going to an RE but from what I read on their websit e the first step will be weightloss. I have a lot to lose so that is something I've been working on but I've only lost 10 lbs. I am just frustrated and don't know what to do.

Athena, what are you doing to lose weight?? I'm on herbalife and i've lost 6lbs and 8 inches in 6 weeks i also sell the product, it works great. my mom and stepfather are on it and my mom has lost 15.2 in 3 weeks and my stepfather lost 12.2 in his first 2 weeks.

OH ATHENA!! I'm feeling the exact same way today!!!!!!!!!!! I dont know whether to scream, cry, or curl up in a ball. I'm so exhausted. Sometimes I dread what the day will bring cause I'm waiting for the next person to fall pregnant! I have a feeling if we met...we'd probably just cry together!

Probably Tara. I've been crying on and off for the past few days. It's just so hard.

Enbutler we've just started eating healthier. I really need to get back into going to the gym but I've been feeling so blah I can't seem to get motivation.