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impotts - we all get the baby envy just seem like im getting it more and more lol

i think it was 3 births and 1 announcement yesterday i spent ages looking at the baby pics just thinking one day soon i hope it will be my trun

the i had the best dream ever i was pregnant and it was soo hard not to tell anyone till i was 12weeks and then i had my 12scan and could tell every body . then i woke up and was sad cos the feeling in my dream felt so real and i didnt want them to go

Good afternoon ladies...sorry havent been on since Saturday. Was gone Sunday and had my first day of babysitting nephew yesterday. I tell you what though...a good treatment for baby fever is to babysit. But no matter how much you love on them and you captivate them with baby sign language...nothing will beat the look he gave his momma when she came home from work. He lit up inside! He bounced and coo'd and smiled! And all the babysitting in the world, cant match how badly I want my own baby to look at me that way. I was afraid that babysitting for 10 hours straight would make me feel like I wasnt ready and I wanted a baby for all the wrong reasons. But after yesterday, I want a baby more than ever. I want to be a mommy!
I'm going to start calling my natural AF, the wicked witch of the west and my provera AF, the wicked witch of the east! lol . SO....Wicked of the East came yesterday!! My nipples are killing me and cramps are making me feel sick, but I'm so excited cause I'm finally on day 2 of cycle instead of 114! Now if there was only a way to speed up the bleeding lol....

@Holly- I'm so sorry darling. I'm sure you're still hurting but I can tell God is really working on the inside of you Lifting you up in prayer! . You should plant a tree...wish I would have. Think I still might.

@Shay- sorry things are tense right now, but it will pass. To be honest, it's been so long since I typed that missing link comment, I cant remember what the connection I made was! LOL I need a brain cleaning. Thinking about you today!

@impotts- I know what you mean about the obsessing part. You cant concentrate on anything else but babies and ovulating and conception. It's exhausting but you still cant concentrate on anything else but that. You're life feels like it becomes a TTC universe!! But it gets you used to what your world will be like when it does become all about baby.

@lammy- I love and hate those dreams! They are so amazing how real they feel! Then you wake up and your stomach is flat and your heart breaks. I used to have them as a teenager, but now they get me excited cause since I'm married, I can get busy'! LOL At least you're not having my sisters dreams...she used dream she had a baby and a week later she realized the had forgot about it and wasnt feeding it! LOL

i cant remember who it was that said about the period tracker app but thank you its great :D

Hey ladies! Today I had my follow up ultrasound to see if my cyst is gone or growing. She was done WAY quicker than the last time and they allowed my husband to go in there with me so that was good. I'm praying that the Lord healed me.

But I'm BURNT OUT for not showing my husband samples of 3-4 week ultrasounds becaue he was the only one that could see the screen. He said he saw a small white dot on the side of a black area that looked like "Florida" haha

I have to wait 2-3 days for the doctor to contact me and let me know what the deal is. Please keep us in your prayers.

Mooney-did AF ever come?

@Tara **IF* my cycle went back to being normal AF is due today. I usually get it in the morning but I didn't get it.. SOOO glad I didn't get it while she was doing the internal u/s that would have been embaressing! lol

But no not yet.. I'm going to wait a week and a half and then test if she's still not here by then!

Welp! Got an e-mail from the doctor just now... NO CYST!!! unfortunately.. NO baby either lol All good though! I"m soooo happy the Lord has healed me! COME ONNNNNNN AF!! so we can do this again!!! haha

Man OH Man that was a lot of reading and frankly not to seem mean but i dont remember everything i read so i will try to say this all the right way if i mix up names its just because im to lazy to scroll down a little bit an re read lol

first off
TARA- THAT PRETTY MUCH SUMS IT UPI am so happy the wicked of the east showed up for you! I am still waiting on for mine and still getting BFNs it is making my super nervous to say the least, Things have eased up at home, I kind of got OVER emotional with DH and kind of threw on him the whole "I dont get enough attention from you" followed by 10 freaking hours of crying and drama, It is kind of nice though because now things are better then they were, Today he surprised me with a 12 month thingy at massage envy I get a free massage every month at the expense of his bank account lol

Mooney- I am glad to hear no cysts and I am loving everybodies positive attitudes on here lately, You are all right Gods got plans for all of us.. Its just a pain not knowing what they are :)

Impotts- Trust me that little green monster comes EVERY TIME i look at the hpt gallery and see positive hpts! So best believe it happens when i hear about a friends pregnancy!

Ok I can not remember anything else for now and i should probably get my behind back to work.

@Shay- JEALOUS !!!! I have a certificate for a free massage before christmas but I was wanting to wait to use it for when I got pregnant, when I'd really really want it but time is dwindling and I might as well get it!! My body and brain could definitely use it! lol. ENJOY SWEETIE!! You deserve it! To be honest, I wouldnt be surprised if it helps in the baby making department.

Sorry no baby Mooney but elated the cyst is healed!!! Thank you Jesus! Now onto more of the nasty so you can move onto more of the crazy! LOL

@Mooney, That is great news! I get cysts and had to have laprascopic surgery to remove some. I tell ya...I was in so much pain, I thought I was dying. I was in the emergency room on the floor yelling/moaning my head off. It was horrible. I was so happy when they finally gave me some morphene! Geez, that is probably the most pain I have ever been in (and that includes the labor pains I had when I had a miscarriage several years ago.

@Lammy, I am not sure if anyone else recommended Period Tracker, but I did a coulple of days ago. I love that app! I use to to track my cycles and it is handy. I have it on my phone and my tablet. Thanks to Period Tracker, I found out that I have a 28 day cycle - and that was before we were TTCing...Now I use it more than ever.

I wish Countdown II Pregnancy had a similiar phone app for your to track your cycles and TWW. It would be great to add symptoms and other stuff when I'm on the go and not in front of my computer.

Everyone, I asked this question yesterday, but didn't see any responses. Any suggestions for OPKs? I want to track my O's. Also, I ordered Preseed last night. At this point we want every advantage we can get.