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Lol Alice, me too before i couldnt tell difference between vivid drems. But i had them like 4 days straight, and usualy i have them like once in a while, cos most of the dreams i dont remember. :)

Never tought i will wait for af to arrive that bad as im doing right now. Cos then sooner she arriives, than sooner i can start my new cycle, even tho we will take it easy this cycle, but lil bit of fun on my feritile week wont hurt lol :) Not us much as last 2 cycles tho :) Gona start taking vitamin B6, heard great stories about it :)

Ahh... im off to work now, lets put a smily face on :) They have no idea what im going true, they even dont know we are tryin, even tho they suspect :) But its nice to get out and try to not to think about it!!! :)

Lods lods baby dust!!! Can not wait for your bfp!!! Fx so tight this is your month!! :)

Nikolina

Hi Ladies,

Thank you for the warm welcome. I've been doing tons of research online. I really had no idea what a cp was until it happened to me. I had a healthy pregnancy in December 2013 and we were TTC. I wasn't really actively pursuing it as far as OPK's and all. Then we had a BFP in November of this year. Which sadly ended in a MC and I had a D&C in December. I really didn't think I would get pg so soon after it. Since this is my 4th loss. I've had successful pregnancies in between all the other losses except these last 2. I really don't know if my age is playing a factor or if it is truly low progesterone. Which is what my doctor suspected after my MC in December. So that's why I'm trying natural route. I did buy more OPK's to be able to tell when I O. Since I have really no idea usually. My cycles have been all over the place after my last baby. So everything is hard to track. I've never really had much luck with using the temps and charting, but have with the OPK's in the past. You ladies are great! Glad I found you all. :)

Randa

Hi ladies!

Nikolina, great idea to start planning your moves for the next cycle! If I get AF too, I might look into those vit B's! I've read that you better take a vit B complex, something about balancing the different vit B's.
Yeah, I get what you mean about work. Sometimes I think it would be easier if they knew, but pretty soon afterwards I think not :-p Rather tell them the bad stuff when I also have good news...

Randa, what a history! I'm truly sorry for your losses, and I'm happy that you had successful pregnancies, that brings hope. Your Doc is right that low progesteron could play a role, but often cps (or miscarriages) are caused by chromosomal abnormalities etc. So instead of blaming yourself, it's much more likely that it simply wasn't meant to be, or that you've caught a 'bad egg' (sorry if this sounds wrong). Don't lose faith in your body, I believe you are definitely able to have another healthy pregnancy, just got to catch the 'right egg'... Sorry to hear that tracking is so difficult now, that doesn't make it easier. I hope you'll have a positive opk soon!

AFM, the craziness has arrived at 6dpo. Argh... I had hoped to stay sane a bit longer. Concentrating is a real challenge and my permanent access to the internet is NOT helping :-s

I wish you all the best of luck and lots of baby dust!!!!

Alice

Hi Alice,

Thank you for the response. I'm hopeful that we will be able to have another successful pregnancy. I just got my HCG levels back and they neg for pregnancy. So they were trying to say that my tests were faulty, but I took at least 10 and all were different brands. All were faint positives too. Including one digital that said 1-2 weeks pregnant. So now they are confused as to why I was getting those last week and now there is no sign of HCG anywhere in my blood. I'm guessing it had to be faint traces of hcg for a hpt to pick it up. Our bodies no doubt are mysteries.

Randa

Hi again ladies!

So so sorry for all your losses ladies.
I don't feel so alone reading people have been through the same.
It doesn't get any easier when it happens more than once :(
Big hugs to you all***

So I'm somewhere between 9dpo-11dpo not quite sure.

Have had cramps for about 4 days.
Had some very light spotting once today but tbh I think it's the start of AF.
I'm now month 4 after my cp.
I only had sex once that month and fell and in 4 months I can't get pregnant having sex all the time!!!!
Life is so unfair!

I am literally surrounded by pregnant people at the moment I feel like I am suffocating :(

Sorry ladies just having a really low point at the moment.
Hope you are all ok. Xxx

hi all,
can I join your convo too? I've been chatting a bit with Alice, super sweet lady! But I just was bored and browsing the forums and found this post. :) I had a CP 2/24/15 (my first miscarriage).
Currently between 4-6dpo after chemical.... damn tww! lol

So sorry to hear of everyone's losses, but I take comfort in knowing there are others going through what I'm going through and can relate even though it's awful and I don't wish it on anyone!

I hope sometime soon we will all get our bfp's and can celebrate together. <3

Hi all you lovely ladies!

Misstwoshoes, welcome!! The more, the merrier ;-) Every one here can use the support :-) I too hope that we will all get our bfp soon, and it would be awesome to get them together!!!

Nikolina, has AF shown her ugly head or is there still hope...? Ahh, sorry, I probably shouldn't say that, but I can't help hoping that a miracle will happen. Cps are so cruel...

Emmyflower, how long is your LP usual? I'm crossing my fingers that it's not the start of AF!! I'm sorry you are surrounded by pregnant people, that is really hard when your ttc but it's not going as planned... If you can, don't expose yourself to them more than you can handle.

Randa, I'm sorry to hear the drs are doubting your word. Smart asses... You know what you saw! But at least your body is ready to start over, if your levels are gone... How are you feeling?

Jada, how are you doing?

AFM, I'm 7dpo and nothing special. Just trying to function normally :-p

Best of luck to all of you and baby dust!!!!

Alice

Hi ladies!!

We'llcome missytwoshoes and emmyflower! IM so sorry for your loses, but together supporting each other will make this journey better and us stronger :)
Ammyflower when are you thinking of testing? Your symptoms sounds promising, lods lods baby dust and fx this will torn in to a healthy sticky bfp ???
Missytwoshoes any symptoms so far? Ahh the 2ww is killer :) in those two weeks i can feel anything and everteverything whats going on in my body, cos im just concentrate on evry lil think lol :) fx this is the month hun for you!!
Alice hun, af showed in full force last night, wierd in color, lods cloghts, just different than normal af...killing me today, pipains are so bad :( but glad she showed, so can start new cycle! :) we will take it easy this month, maybe lil try lol :)
How are you hun?? Ahh you nearly there!!! the hardest days start now. When is your af due?? I pray and have fx sooo much for you hun, its have to be bfp!!! :)
Jada hun, how are you? I guess you soon entering ferilferitile week??

Thank you so much beautifull ladies,we have great support here for each other, and v v v soon we all will get our bfp :)

Nikolina

Lol pipains...lol lol sorry for spelling, its sooo hard to write from phone!!!

All d baby dust on d world!!! Lets see those bfp's pop up soon :) ???

Nikolina

Nikolina, I'm sorry to hear AF showed up after all, it is truly soo unfair to have 2 cps in a row!!! But you are also right, every AF signals both an end and a new start. Make sure to spoil yourself plenty now, to ease the pains!!! And the BEST of luck in this cycle, although you're not planning to try :-) Something just might happen anyway :-)

Still nothing to report here, although I'm starting to obsess. The waiting is terrible. But I feel quite neutral about this cycle in general. We'll see in a week, AF is due in April (the 1st, I guessed).

Baby dust to all of you!!!!!!

Alice