TTC is making me batty.
It took me 6 years to get my daughter, she was a surprise because I’d given up hope. I’ve been trying for 3 years now for baby #2. I’m 36. I have Diabetes, but it’s well controlled. A1c is 5.5, technically “pre-diabetic. I’ve lost 40 lbs, but I’m still overweight, so have a ways to go. I have PCOS symptoms, cycles are about 35 days average. My gynecologist won’t prescribe me Clomid because I’m diabetic and too fat to get pregnant. My husband had sperm tested, it’s not him, it’s me. I’m frustrated. Angry at my body and myself. But trying to keep up hope, and I test like a mad woman peeing on all the sticks each cycle.
Admins, you can delete this picture if not allowed, it’s just my attempt at humor in a tough situation. Don’t want to offend anyone.
1 Comment • 1 year ago
More Journal posts
More posts by HereIGoAgain