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January 5th, 2016

I keep testing and testing to make myself feel better, almost a week since last blood test, the line is darker than the control line but I'm still not confident. Tomorrow is my first ultrasound at 5 weeks 3 days and I am so nervous. Back in March when I was pregnant I knew at the 5 week ultrasound I was going miscarry because it was behind in development, even though it did keep growing and even had a heart beat, in the back of my head I knew. So tomorrow is going to be huge for me. I wish I could be one of those women that pee on the stick and the second they sees second line they announce they are pregnant and can be all excited and happy. Instead I am trying not to think of myself as pregnant in a vain attempt to lessen the blow just in case. Please please please let everything measure perfectly tomorrow, after the 2015 I had I really could use a good start to 2016) fingers crossed and prayers needed

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