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Blade_Redwind

[April 26th, 2014 - Cycle 19 - Day 28] 10 DPO

I hate waiting. This cycle is the most nerve-wracking one I've had to date. We went all out. B-complex, cups, preseed, and a fertility vitamin for him. Plus, lots of water, sudafed an hour and a half before we BD for him. And my usual EPO Pre-O. >,< I've got two days left in this cycle and I feel like I'm going to tear my hair out. I refuse to test because I'm too scared to and I wish I knew it was positive. My hopes are up and it sucks. I won't know if I'm out until 12 DPO when my temp usually drops. And I hardly have anyone to talk to about this because either they'd try to give me advice--and there is no advice you can give at this moment so I don't want to hear it from non--TTC ladies.... or they're my husband and I don't want him as worried as I am. He's got enough on his plate. I'd rather just tell him it's positive when it is.

I really hate all this waiting. It hurts.

Dreaming of Useful Websites Beta Base -- For HCG by level on DPO Web MD -- best ovulation calc for knowing when your period starts. Cervix Thread on Baby Center -- How to chart cevix. Beautiful Cervix -- For some cool info on what different women's cervixes look like at different stages. TTC Until BFP -- Our chatroom for our group of TTCers. Come in anytime! 10 Miu HPTs