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off again, on again.

Hey everyone, so my husband and i have started trying again, we passed the mark the doctor wanted us to wait, the hubbvy nd i have done the bd a couple times in the past week, hopefully it will take. Ive got . a job now, full time...its not the perfect job but its a job. its getting me through. i gained a bit of weight since the last miscarriage, i was doing so well at bootcamp losing weight getting fit, and after that i just faltered. went backwards. i gained a bit of weight but im happy now. im beggining the process of eating better again and going for walks. so in two weeks we will find out if it worked and shortly after find out if im able to keep this one. we have are on the hunt for a boy name now just in case. we already have a girl name picked out. my 6 year old son wants a borther or sister so bad. at first he really wanted a boy but now he doesn't care. he told me thother day that he was sad because everyone in his class had a brother or sister and he really wanted one too. he promised to help with the diapers, and feed the baby and protect it and also to sing to the baby when it would cry. i got teary eyed to say the least. this means so much, i just wish it was as easy as just deciding to have one.
My husband and i really want this as well, we see babies going by or our friends babies and we just kind of look at each other. its really not fair to want somthing so bad and to have to worry if it will ever happen. to constantly be paying attention to if you are having back pain, if you bleed too much, is it your period or is it a miscarriage. its really affected me and now im so tainted by it. i keep thinking that im going to be getting horrible back pain and the baby will be gone again.

~*Baby dust to all!*~

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