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Hey my bellies I'm rubbing virtually for some baby dust.I'll be on this side surely.

I don't have the energy I have OCD lol it makes me clean even when I don't want to! I have actually woken up to get a drink and ended up cleaning my floors, its annoying! I get it from my mom! My mil ended up calling when I got off here before and asked if we wanted to go to target, which turned into Game Stop, Walmart, and McDonalds. We finished eating at 5 though so I didn't have to make dinner!! I am also one present away from being done xmas shopping! Then I cleaned my top cabinets, counter tops, and stove top... just have the floors and I will be done!

law: yummm muffins!! I made pancakes for breakfast they were so good!

mamak--you LITERALLY have OCD?

Law: Yes I do. It started when I was a teenager and my parents would have to drag me out of a store because I was organizing the shelves. Oddly I had a very messy room back then but it was organized chaos and I lost it when my step mom and a friend clean it because I couldn't find anything! Its not horrible ocd and I have learned to cope with it and let things go but I get panic attacks when there is clutter and it takes me checking the locks windows stove and other stuff quite a few times before I can go to sleep. I also have to count things and don't like odd numbers... just a bunch of little annoyances like that I have to deal with daily. I have also learned to just shut my kids door and not freak out because its not how I would have it because I don't want my quirk to be their issue, if its clean (enough lol) I'm ok and luckily I like cleaning :)

mamak--I cannot imagine. I'm glad you've found a way to manage it.

Law: It was either find a way to manage it or take pills and I don't want to take pills lol.

6 weeks today. Yay! I think I'm going to internally celebrate every week that passes because I'm just so scared of something happening. I hope that goes away soon.

I know hiw u feel lawbride, every twinge or pain I get I'm panicking I'm so scared at the moment it's getting me diwn and I can't help it, seems the days are dragging and that don't help either xx

rose--I know you must be incredibly scared. I hope the days fly by until your appt.

Thanx Hun I hope so to xx