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Anxious and Nervous

It's coming down to the wire for me and AF. She's due on Saturday and I'm becoming really nervous and anxious. The only differences that I notice from this cycle to the last is my nipples usually get sore a week before she come and this time today the soreness just started. It's not as sore as they normally get though. I've been feeling really happy lately and for a while that was actually hard for me to do. I haven't really had much of an appetite lately either, just as long as I each breakfast I'm pretty much ok. Usually I'm really moody, I can't really eat salty foods, and that's as much as I can remember, since I try not to track it too much and then get my feelings hurt when AF shows up. My breasts are naturally big, they swell and get hard a little, but they have just been feeling heavy and soft. I also have been have really sharp pains that I have never had before. I have been having on and off cramping.

Plus, I tried the PreSeed this cycle also. I also thought during the week to order some OPK's and some HPT's just to have some extra ones in the house, but I'm hoping that I wouln't need to use it for like another 12 months. I really do hope that AF packs up and leaves on a 9 month vacation. I just feel different this time around, or maybe it's just me and I'm being crazy.

I usually don't pay attention to symptoms that much but this cycle is really important to me. I really want my little bean to stick. I'm just so nervous and kind of scared because I already have 2 angels and I would just like to actually be able to fell and hold my baby my loved one and I created together.

I'm just scared because I don't want to get my feelings crushed.

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