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Why oh why do I not talk myself out of testing this soon? I know I am only spending less than a $1 per test but I instantly feel defeated and that this will not be our month when I know logically it is to early. 5 days AF is due in 5 days. of course I have extra tests but I am really going to try and not take them.... I am tired of being disappointed. I am tired of everyone else being pregnant but me. I know this may only be cycle 8 of actually trying but the other 4 months I was an emotional wreck waiting for my body to normal itself out. What a year it has been. Praying this is the month. Praying hard for a July 2015 baby.
Symptoms have been super sore boobs, headaches, stuffy nose and occasional cramp like pains.