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Waiting to test.....again

It seems I have been so obsessed with this whole ttc thing. You would think that I was trying for my 1st, when I'm actually trying for the 4th. But the desire for a child is all the same. I'm so sick of seeing negative test month after month. Each cycle I keep telling myself that I will not test until I have a late period. I keep telling myself but it never works, I always test 5 days before my missed period.
Now I'm playing the waiting game. I'm one day before af is due. Its killing me to see if she will show her ugly face or not. I will be praying so hard tonight...but I'm also prepared for next cycle as well. Baby dust to myself....Ahhhhhh this is so hard! It use to be so easy when I wasn't trying (sigh).

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