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I don't know... I'm torn.... I want to try again right away but my husband thinks we should wait....we started buying baby stuff in anticipating after our first IUI and now I feel like it's sitting around mocking me.... awebste, I'm hoping and praying for a for you!
samanthapaige09 be careful with that metformin... Diarrhea is #1 side effect ;) everybody.

This is tmi lol so youve been warned lol

I had my gallbladder removed two years ago.....my bathroom experience I guess you could call it has been screwed ever since! Lol and they told me like 110 times lol its not fun!

faint positive again this morning on internet dip stick......bfn on a clear blue easy....no idea whats up

going to wait until saturday/sunday to test again and if still no af and no clearly positive test - going to make appt at doc to find out what's up

wondering if maybe im still too early.......or maybe getting false positives.....or maybe my cycle is just still wacked from loss in september....

who knows at this point...the universe is just screwing with me!!! LOL

Im wondering if theres just not enough hormone yet to keep giving you a bfp. Because if youre getting a + at all something a up and youve gotten bfn before so all that was left from your last pregnancy is gone. Os today's darken than the others?

todays faint positive is about the same as the last one....maybe a hint darker...but still extremely faint.

i really don't know.....i know i defintely O'd WAY later than i thought...so who knows...maybe i am just getting ansy and testing too early or - these internet dip sticks could be crap and just giving false positives.

its def not an evap line - because it does appear in about 30 seconds...its just super faint.

Did you post the test? And I knew it wasn't an evaporation because those dont pull pink theyre usually gray and yours are def pink!

i didn't post the one from this morning...i didn't even take a pic of it because it was so similar to the other one. i still have it...but probably not useful anymore - its sat all day.

maybe ill use another internet cheapie tomorrow morning to see.....those are so cheap i don't mind using tonnes of those.....but i am going to hold on until sat/sun for a good test again - if its just that my hormone isn't high enough to show on those then i would rather give it a bit. i know clerablue easy is 50mi/u or something like that...i believe these internet cheapies are 20mi/u - so maybe that's why im still getting a negative on the good ones.

not going to get my hopes up too high.....i really don't want to be let down, so just going to hope and pray that its just too early but i know there is a good chance its not likely. still weird how i have no AF.....will be going on cycle day 34 tomorrow.......strange.....

the number of days between my miscarriage and my first period was only 30........so a bit strange.

Shanna11 sorry to hear that. I hope you and your husband can find a solution that makes you both happy. I would maybe put away all the baby stuff just so I didn't have to look at it everyday. Sometimes seeing baby stuff or babies in general just makes things that much harder.

Samanthapaige09 ugh! I hope things get better soon. That doesn't sound very fun to deal with. Hoping you feel better!

Awebste still hoping for that for sure BFP for you!!! Keeping my fingers crossed!

I got my lovely birthday gift of AF showing up today right on schedule unfortunately! So on to the next cycle. It's so crazy how we think we have our typical cycle symptoms figured out and then your body decides that it's not going to follow the rules anymore. I always have sore bb's before af and as soon as she shows up they stop hurting. That's happened to me multiple times now. I have new symptoms or not typical symptoms during a cycle and get excited only to be let down. Well she's here and my bb's are still sore so wth! This whole process is so confusing and frustrating. It's so hard to not get excited every cycle even though you know it may not have worked it could have and you just have to wait FOREVER to find out one way or another. It's an emotional roller coster that frankly I'm tired of being on. We've got until February and then it's back to the doctor to see if she can help us get pregnant since apparently we're not very good at doing it on our own! I'm just so tired of it all. I'm tired of tracking my temps and cm and every other thing and taking 5 pills a day that are suppose to help, tired of trying and failing, tired of getting excited and then being crushed month after month after month blah...that's the end of my pitty party ladies :D

I hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow and a wonderful weekend too! Keeping my fingers crossed for you all!

AshleySM87 ehh this metformin makes me feel gross! i don't feel so well that will change once im used to it im sure!
i agree this is a crazy roller coaster. but we'll get there, it sucks a lot i know! i'd like a refund on my birthcontrol it was clearly pointless!

awebste i think theres not enough hormone i think if you wait id be much darker! can't wait to see it! lol

Round 2 here we go! Starting Clomid tomorrow for CD 5-10, then estradiol on CD 10-14. Getting my trigger shot on 11/30 and IUI on 12/1. Really hoping round 2 is going to be it!