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sassysacha

C#2 11DPO

Why do I do this to myself. There is no real symptoms to spot that has flashing lights your pregnant. NONE! But I sit by after ovulation and analyze everything, and I am not even PG yet. Like what am I thinking. I am nuts to think by doing this I will magically come up with a sign before the bloody test! With all my other pregnancies there was no real sign until I was late and maybe a week after that. I even have read over and over again that we don't see any "true" signs until we have missed. Man I am nuts thinking I could do other wise. the only think that I am doing to myself is stressing myself out. Which make my uteris inhabitable. I am going to make a pact with myself that I will not symptom check until I am PG other wise there really isn't a point in getting myself all worked up. This is nonsense, I am a turd. If it is meant to happen it will happen when it is supposed to happen. I know hand it over to my angels..... It is no longer in my so called power...