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sassysacha

C#2 4DPO

I haven't journaled in a while. This cycle I would like to say it is different but I don't know if that is enough to say that I am pregnant or not. I know that it can take a while for things to just happen. So I don't want to get too hopeful.

Yesterday I woke up to some amazing dreams about this baby girl, and I couldn't stop smiling all day. The only other things that were different from last cycle is that I had some soreness in my stomach like someone punched me. I sneezed and it felt like a pull at my pubic bone. My CM started to thicken up too. Instead of the watery texture I had last cycle is more like watered down lotion. Not sure I was just "thinking" I was having this or not but my BB felt like a small let down. What ever it was it felt strange. That is why I figured I must have been just "feeling" things. Then just before bed I started to sneeze again.

The day before that I had no symptoms at all!!

Today I woke up in a very bad mood, more crazy dreams, my nose is running and I am all stuffed up again. My stomach was still kinda of sore, but I am wondering if it has to do with the fact I had BK. My back is aching a bit too. But that could be the fact that I was lying around for most of the day nursing this cold of mine. CM got a little more thicker than the day before and seemed to have increased a small bit but nothing to write home about. and the normal PMS like cramps were back today. Oh and had a very short lived twinge under my armpit. No real change in my breasts other than slightly, and I mean slightly tender breast! I have been trying really hard not to symptom spot this cycle, but I am noticing different things than I did last. So I am having a hard time not looking at them. Though I am trying to find out if it has anything to do with PMS more than PG. Proving to myself that these are normal feelings. Last month I had cold like symptoms pretty much the same day, so that is normal for me. the only real thing I can say so far that is different is my dreams and the change in CM. But that could be what I should be like. Since this is only the 2nd month that my body is back to normal. So I guess I will find out what tomorrow will bring!! I just realized how gassy I am right now..... it isn't pleasant at all..... It has kinda been there all day, wonder what I ate..... Oh yeah BK