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Three more days until I can test with accuracy.

I just want to be pregnant so bad. I am 12 DPO and due for AF on the 6-7th. I have so many symptoms, and I just feel like I am pregnant. This feeling has been here before, but never this strong. If I am not pregnant, I'm going to be so depressed.
Trying to conceive is by far the hardest thing I've ever done. You get so excited about these new symptoms only to be let down by AF. I never thought it would be this hard to get pregnant.
I've been having unprotected sex with my boyfriend for four months now, and I thought for sure that it would have happened by now.
My close friends and family who I went to for opinions all say that they have a feeling that I am pregnant. I hope their feeling is right. It just needs to happen.
I've been watching my cousin's baby for her until she gets a full-time babysitter, and I feel like I'm meant to be a mother. Every time I play with him I get butterflies in my stomach thinking that I could possibly be expecting one of my very own.

With the symptoms I've been having for the past week (including by not limited to: cramping, backache, nausea, vomiting, sensitive nipples, discharge, vivid dreams, frequent urination, diarrhea, achy hips, fatigue, heartburn, ect.) I will be mortified if I'm not pregnant. I even experienced what I thought might have been implantation bleeding. I had two brown drops of blood one night before bed, and nothing since.

Anyway, I'm testing in a few days, and hopefully it's a BFP. I want my April baby <3 if I were pregnant, my due date would be the day after my mom's birthday. Feels meant to be to me (:

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