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I'm sorry, mpiddy. Yucky yuck yuck.

Blah. I wish this was easier for all of us.

~K

Dpiui 13 and i had too BFN. Tomorrow is a holiday, so i cant have a blood test. I am in progesterone, so i have to call the doctor to tell me if i have to stop it, or wait for Tuesday to have a blood test first.
Mpiddy, why is the end of your ttc journey? I am so sorry, for all of us! But most of the cases of iui i know, they have their bfps after iui cycles! Keep in trying and stay in touch. We are all together here to support eachother!
Waiting for the other girls, hoping for bfps, i wish you the best luck!

Thanks guys : ))

I'm so sorry kethryes. : ((:::
I was definitely hoping somebody would get a bfp. I say it's the end of my journey bc unless my husband changes his mind we aren't going to do ivf. It would be 18-22,000$ for us to do it and it's not even a guarantee. I know I'll never get pregnant on my own. I haven't been on birth control in five years and have never gotten pregnant. I did look into the clinical trials but they don't have any in louisiana right now. I've thought about adoption but it is 20-30$ as well. I've even thought about foster to adopt but that scares me to death. What if I can't connect with this child or I'm a horrible mother etc etc. at this point I have no idea what I'll do.

Hug so sorry. Sigh day 22, waiting on af, so we can see what's going on

Mpiddy, i am sure you will find a solution and i am sure you will be a great mom! Relax, go to a trip and maybe it will happen by its own.
My doctor always optimistic! She told me that it is early to test and that progesterone doesnt delay my af. For me i am out.

We'll today is the official test day and I got a very faint positive on an FRER. Hoping it's not an evap but I'm not feeling positive. I'm have to call the Re tomorrow wih an update so I'm going to retest in tomorrow morning and pray it's a clear positive. I Tried to load a pic but was told it's was too large. So I will let i all know tomorrow. Praying for the rest of u about to test!

Oh Ttc I'm hoping it's a clear positive tomorrow!

Yay ttc you will be our first in a long drought

That's awesome ttc!!!! Finally some good news. If you edit the pic and crop it you can upload it then. So excited!!

This past Thursday one of my coworkers daughters had a baby unexpectedly. she didn't know she was pregnant and delivered at home on the toilet. it was kind of like a tv special. anyway she has some mental handicaps and they were talking about putting the baby up for adoption. I heard this and some of my other coworkers had the idea that I should adopt the baby and this was seriously considered. I got all ready, packed the diaper bag, contacted my adoption coordinator to get paperwork and figure out the process in this bizarre scenario,...etc. I even had the opportunity to spend time in the newborn nursery holding and taking care of this baby and created bond. i even kind of gave him a name because it just didn't seem right to keep calling him baby boy. well, yesterday afternoon they changed their mind and decided to parent. I feel like I lost my baby. I know he was never mine, but it was so close and this is a real live baby I got to hold and cuddle and fall in love with. I am moving on and accepting that he is not mine and will never be mine, but it hurts. i guess I just got too close.