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Brittanie18

My TWW is longer than two weeks. :/

I just found out that because of my cycle being longer, my LP is longer, and it's longer I have to wait for the possibility of having a positive HPT. I got my first BFP with my first son at 8-9 dpo even with a longer cycle and I miscarried at 18 weeks, my second bfp was at 7 dpo and I miscarried at 5-6 weeks (long time ago) and my most recent bfp was at about 11 dpo, and I miscarried at 8 weeks. (My body miscarried at 12 but I found out I would be miscarrying after getting hit by a drunk driver on Christmas, 2013) Do you think the previous miscarriage (5 weeks) was a chemical that could have been tested too early?
I have been pregnant a few times so I kind of know what it feels like and I really feel like I am again. I am getting BFN, but still test because I'm super addicted to it despite knowing I'm only 9 dpo. If this turns out to be a bfp, do you think it's better that it's not happening this soon?

I swore I saw a faint line on the test using FMU today but I think I was staring at it too long and my eyes were playing tricks on me. So now it's a battle between driving myself crazy not getting a bfp, imagining that the second line is there, and trying to tell myself it's still early and maybe it will be a better outcome if the bfp doesn't come this soon, if it comes at all. Please help :/.

Baby dust and good luck to everyone else trying and having to wait.

Brittanie Mommy to Damian Lee, passed at 18 weeks, born 06/2012 Two more -Taking vitamins for MTHFR, removed uterine septum, steering clear of drunk drivers, & desperately hoping this next one will be my rainbow baby. PRAYING for all of you to get !