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TTC Masochist????

Is theres any descriprion for a TTC masochist, then i fit the term perfectly. Even when we were in the process of loosing our baby boy to preeclampsia/very bad placenta at 22+6, i looked into my husband eyes and told him we will definately try again. So we are trying again.

We are finished with group theraphy, which was very helpful , there was another couple like us who miscarried late and then 2 others who had the babies die at 38 and 40 weeks.It helped us through the xmas holidays and after too and i can now go to my sons grave and not break down, i can now think about the little time i had with him in my tummy and how much i loved him there.

Most of the thrombofilia bloodtests came back negative, but my Antithrombin 3 is on the lower side, not so low that i will get a bloodclot from sitting on a long flight, but low enough to cause another miscarriage, so i am taking Aspirin 75mg and Klexane 40mg same as Enoksapirin injection after embryo transfer until sometime before delivery if we are blessed to get that far

So next sunday 26th febuary, i begin with Synarela Spray, and if everything looks well i will start injections on the 14th march. I am already not happy with the clinic again, they want me to use Ovitrelle as trigger, i used pregnyl last time and tested positive on hpt a day after the shot so i knew i had hcg in my system to mature my eggs. i didnt test positive a day after ovitrelle trigger during my 2nd IVF with empty follicles and no transfer. If they insist on ovitrelle, then i want a double dose,but its like no one will even listen to me, i am so frustrated.

If its Gods will that we get blessed again, then may His will be done!!!

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