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dbrissette

Cramps, back pain, & a little concerned

Well tomorrow 11/7 is the big blood test day. We will know for sure if baby b is on born or if I can have a glass of red & sit in my hot tub after work..

How do I feel? Today my back is killing me and I have cramps. when I did my progesterone suppository, there is something that looked like old blood. my breasts weren't bothering me at all last night, but today, in my bra, are a little sensitive. I have a mild headache and am feeling very warm. I'm trying to just drink a lot of water. If the pain gets worse, I will take some Tylenol.

Emotionally? I am a little stressed, anxious, praying a lot. I keep asking God to help me find strength to believe that whatever is suppose to happen for us will. It's so hard to stay positive & to trust that there is a plan for us. my husband says that he thinks I am admitting defeat. that I don't believe my am pregnant. I am just not sure. I want it so bad. I really do. I am just so afraid of the disappointment. He is not calling it until we have the blood test results. He is so amazing. I am so blessed to have such a wonderful man to share my life with. God has been so good to me. I need to trust that this matter is in his hands & he will do what is best for our family.

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