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I bled for 7 weeks then had very irregular periods longest cycle 37 days shortest 19 days bled very very heavy for 2 weeks ended up in A an E in march considering my mc was in november i really didnt think ide still be having bleeding issues 4 mnths later, I have never had irregular periods in my life an like u have always got pregnant first try, everyone on my facebook is pregnant its so depressing sometimes i feel like deleting them all :/ I was 11 weeks when mcd baby was around 7 or 8 weeks they said cos it reabsorbed but my sac was measuring 12 weeks :( anyway I know exactly how u feel, bloody shitty isnt it :( xxx

Hi monroezelda,

Thanks for replying! I'm so sorry for your loss :-( it really is the most horrific thing i've had to go through (apart from my dad dying, but this is close to that) It is a never ending depressing day that doesn't allow you to escape your hurt and sadness as there are constant reminders EVERYWHERE. I start to feel happy for maybe 5 secs and then a pampers ad will come on tv, or another friend on FB is announcing their pregnancy or given birth...i am seriously depressed :-( People have suggested councilling but really feel that because, pregnancy, birth, parenting is all apart of our daily lives there is no escape and i am not yet ready to let go of what i've lost, i feel that until i get pregnant again i can't properly grieve if that makes sense? No one around me understands what i'm going through, least of all my mum. I do have a very supportive husband but still find it strange how he can just go back to normality and act like nothing has happened.