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Back again :(
I'd been spotting on and off since week 6. I felt like something was wrong because my symptoms weren't that strong. I went in yesterday and should have been 9 weeks but baby was still measuring 6. He or she must have died shortly after our first scan. :(
So numb. Still waiting for it to happen.
The doctor wants me to do testing before we try again. I don't think it's anything genetic since I went further with the other babies and they were still alive right before I delivered them. But I guess testing couldn't hurt? I just don't know if my insurance will cover it. Guess I'll have to find out.
Mother's Day is in a month. My sil just had her second baby and my younger sister is due in a few weeks. And what do I have? 3 angels I don't get to hold. I feel so alone, family and friends mean well but they just can't relate. Don't they say like 1 in 4 women will experience a miscarriage ? Well I feel like I'm always that "1".
What now? :(
8 Comments • 8 years ago
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I'm so sorry you have had to endure so much. I believe you should follow through with the doctor's suggestion or at least find out what you can do with your insurance. It will help lift some of the weight from you. I pray that all is well and that you get your miracle baby soon. Hugs
8 years ago
Thanks. Yeah I plan to do that, I just don't know how soon. I just need a break. Then again, right after each other loss I didn't feel like ttc again either. But then like a week later I was ready. So we'll see. Still have to wait for everything to pass before I can even really start thinking about the next step...
8 years ago • Post starter
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