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Lolo1176

TTC cycle #28

Well, as you can see the 3rd IUI didn't work. :( I am now on CD 8.

So the doctor has now referred me to an Advanced Fertility Specialist. Why is this so F'ing hard?! I just don't get it!

I took it real hard last Thurs when AF showed up. I had followed the doctors orders I went on the Progesterone for the 12 days, went off for the 2 days and if AF didn't show up then go back on and call for blood test. I was sooo excited that AF hadn't shown up during those 2 days. I mean the last time we did this as soon as I went off the pills AF showed up within 12 hours. So I thought, "Yes!!! It worked!!!" Certain signs were there too...or so I thought. I mean, yes, I was on the progesterone pills but still I couldn't help but have that feeling that maybe, just maybe this particular symptom isn't the pill but something else. Then I went in for the blood test, started to get cramps on my way to work and within an hour or 2... wham, there's AF. :( I lost it! Feel bad for my brother...lol...he witnessed my mini breakdown. I tried to wait until I was out the door and in my car before I let myself cry...nope...he just had to ask why I was going home early. Well, that'll teach him to ask questions...lol. I was in a funk all weekend.

But now that it has been a week after AF showed up I feel ready for this month and if nothing happens then I am ready for the new doctors. Hopefully they can find out why I cant get or stay pregnant. My appt isn't until July 15. Ugh, I hate that it's so far off. But, hopefully, we will still be able to "try" this month and who knows maybe we won't need to see this new doctor. My husband always wanted to have a March baby...it's because his bday is in March. ;)

Monday or CD 12 is the start of my "fertile" week. I had originally wanted to start BD'ing today but DH broke his finger on Tuesday at work and so I doubt he will be in the mood tonight. I am thinking we will try next week.

*Baby Dust*

Me:38 DH:40 TTC #1 since March 2013 Been seeing Fertility Doc since Nov 2013 Please check out my page and you will see a whole list of things we have been doing for this whole TTC journey. 1 Fur child (cat)...named Kit 2 step kids... Boy: 13 Girl: 12