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Pregnant ! .....and so so scared !

I have had a positive test! But I can't bring myself to feel excited or even allow myself to feel happy about it, I'm spending every single second worrying, will I lose this baby too? I lost my baby boy in October 2016 at 20 weeks :( post mortem revealed that the cause was retroplacental haemorrhage, which caused a placental abruption....

In the past I had 3 recurrent early mis, at 8, 10 & 13 weeks, never did I think it would happen any later, and now I'm terrified that even if I get to 20 weeks something bad is going to happen :'( ! I have a scan booked in for the 15th March and the consultant that has been with mesince October has promised he will do everything to help in this pregnancy and everything he can to put my mind at ease, But I just can't seem to stop worrying, then I worry about worrying in case I get stressed etc.

I just don't know what to do, or how to feel anymore...

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