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I am in the TWW and I am just driving myself insane, with going back and forth in my head "yes, I am pregnant! Well�� maybe Im not"

I am on cycle day 27 or 28 and have had very very sore/heavy breasts for over a week now, and not like pms breast pain, you know the pain Im talkin about, that super heavy, achy pain, that PREGNANT pain that I keep telling myself is unmistakable But yet I keep doubting myself. Just yesterday I started feeling like I am peeing a lot more, without drinking any more than usual. I have been really bloated too, and I usually dont get thus bloated until like 2 days before AF, but I have been like this for at least a week. Gassy loud tummy too, and my gums bled a little this morning while I was brushing. I feel like I have more pregnancy symptoms than pms but I also know I kind of already have my hopes up, so my judgement is clouded! Tell me what you think!??

I have taken 2 cheapie first signal test, and 2 FRER tests, 3 of them had EXTREMELY faint lines, 2 of which where within the tine limit. The 4th that came up negative was a cheapie as well as the one that had a faint line, but hours after the limit. (I know I know, shame on me for keeping it) they are all so light that I keep telling myself that its possible they are evap lines. Then I think about it, and Im like what are the odds of THREE!!??? they cant all have been evaps. Right??

So then today, I was at work and sort of felt wetness (TMI) and thought well this is it, im gonna go to the bathroom and see that AF came early, but I went to check and there was only a very tiny streak of brown blood on my panties, so I went pee and wiped and there was about a dollar coin sized amount on the t.p. and then nothin. Nothing all day, and still nothing now. So I then went from thinking AF was there to maybe thinking it was implantation spotting, AF always starts out pink/red for me right away. This blood was light brown with clear CM (TMI) I have read different things about implantation, some say its too late for it, some say I am exactly within the expexcted time frame.

I dont know what to think, at this point I just want to know one way or the other, I am not spending money on any more tests until I am late. Even though we werent trying, I want this, I miscarried in May and I just feel like Were ready. Fingers crossed!!! I am waiting until Saturday to test, if AF doesnt show up that is.