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Whoa, what just happened?

This month has been different than the previous months - we actually hit the fertile window. As usual, I have been symptom spotting. I had very PMS-like symptoms last weekend, but they suddenly disappeared. The biggest change is that I was SUPER irritable last weekend. Yesterday and today, I have been calm, in a good mood, and more energetic.

This morning I had terrible back cramping/pain. I was certain it was AF rearing her ugly head. It disappeared after 2 hours.

I have had negative tests day after day, but AF is not due until Monday. Usually at this point I am already spotting. Nothing today. I keep preparing myself to see it and there is nothing. My cervix is still firmly closed.

With my youngest son, I had low progesterone (found out at about 7 weeks), and didn't test positive until 21 DPO. I knew the moment I conceived him, though. I knew that moment with my first as well. I "knew" this time, but have been doubting that intuition since.

My chart looks good - I think - though I can't find anything similar with such a smooth rise over most of my TWW. Just the past few days I have had a few jags, but today it is the highest it has been this month.

I don't want to get my hopes up too high. I've done that too many times before. I can't stop obsessing, though. *sigh*

G-d's will, not mine...

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