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I am having another ectopic. Went to A & E last night doubled over in pain. Had loads of tests no answers so had to stay in overnight.(first time ever very scary experience) had a scan this morning no fetal pole or sacred in my womb. But when they did a vaginal ultrasound the found something outside my right ovary. They have decided to keep me in overnight again to check my hcg levels at 12am to see if they are increasing or decreasing. The Dr thinks that I may have passed in naturally. I think I have to as I had a few cloths and lots of bleeding. I really hope I have passed it as the next alternative is surgery. I am numb at this point. I do know that I am DONE with ttc. This is the worst experience of my lift and I have to go through it again. Is beyond unfair. I am a good person and I am a strong person. But this is just too much :(