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THERES HOPE....

WELL ITS BEEN A WHOLE TEN MONTHS SINCE THE LAST ENTRY AND STILL NOTHING BUT.....WE MAY GET SOMEWHERE SOON AFTER COUNTLESS TESTS SCANS AND EVEN A DIAGNOSTIC LAPAROSCOPY ALL OF WHICH COULDNT FIND ANYTHING OR ANY REASON WE WERENT GETTING PREGNANT WE WERE FINALLY SENT TO A SPECIALIST WHO WANTED TO PUT ME ON CLOMID BUT I HAD TO HAVE ANOTHER SCAN FIRST DUE TO PCOS AS CLOMID CAN MAKE CYSTS BIGGER ONLY TO FIND AT THE SCAN THERE WAS AN 8CM CYST ON MY OVARY WHICH IS WHY I WASNT OVULATING OR HAVING ACTUAL PERIODS BUT WAS GETTING TWINGING AND BIGGER BELLY(HENCE THE REASON I FELT PREGGARS EVERY MONTH,,)SO HAVING TO WAIT ANOTHER FEW MONTHS FOR THE OP TO HAVE IT REMOVED AND FINALLY HD IT TAKEN OUT 3 WEEKS AGO...THINKING IT WAS OVER AND WAITING TO START CLOMID ASAP ONLY TO BE TOLD IT WAS ACTUALLY A TUMOUR AND IT WAS IN THE OVARY NOT ON...DEVASTATED AND NEVER BEEN SO PANICKY IN MY LIFE THEN HAD TO WAIT 2 WEEKS FOR PATHOLOGY TO LET US KNOW IF IT WAS BENIGN OR NOT....FINALLY WE HAVE A RAY OF HOPE IT HAS COME BACK ALL CLEAR AND THE SPECIALIST WILL NOW HAPPILY PUT US ON CLOMID AT THE 6 TO 8 WEEK CHECK TO GET ME OVULATING AGAIN :) :) IT GOES TO SHOW FOR MANY PEOPLE THE ROAD TO CONCEPTION ISNT EASY AND SINCE TRYING IT HAS BEEN TRAUMATIC AND HEARTBREAKING ASWEL AS PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY DEMANDING IT HAS PUT A MASSIVE STRAIN ON MY BODY AND MY RELATIONSHIP BUT IF ITS WHAT YOU REALLY WANT OR YOU GET THAT GUT INSTINCT TELLING YOU SOMETHING IS WRONG MAKE SURE YOU FOLLOW IT UP IM GLAD I DID OR THAT THING WOULD OF CARRIED ON GROWING AND WE WOULD NEVER OF KNOWN THE REASON FOR NOT CONCEIVING IT TOOK 3 ULTRASOUNDS AND A LAPAROSCOPY BEFORE IT WAS FINALLY PICKED UP A YEAR LATER....NOW I PLAN TO LET MY BODY REST AND TAKE A COUPLE OF MONTHS BREAK AND SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH MY PARTNER AGAIN WITHOUT THE STRESS OF TRYING TILL I CAN FINALLY START THE CLOMID IM SO GLAD I NEVER GAVE UP EVEN THOUGH IT HAS BEEN A CONSTANT UPHILL BATTLE WE CAN FINALLY SEE A LIGHT. WILL UPDATE AGAIN V SOON
KELLY

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