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The start of a fifth pregnancy and hopefully a third child

Today I am 11DOO.
I got my BFP at 9 DPO and a confirmation by blood test yesterday at 10 DPO.
I can't stop thinking about all the things happening in my body. So I have decided to start journaling to have a place to let it out.
I don't want to talk about it too much with my husband as he has a crazy job and we have two other children.
I also feel like if we actually talk about it too much then it will be even harder if I have a
Mc again this time.
YUP, had a miscarriage in June, 2 months ago. That wasn't my first either. I had a MC between my son and my daughter.
Hopefully it won't happen again this time.
I have a lot of symptoms which I like.
In my first pregnancy with my son the symptoms bothered me. And I complained.
This time I want them. I want them to stay and make themselves well known. Because I know that if the symptoms disappear, then so will this pregnancy.
That's what happens for me. One day, suddenly I realize that I feel GREAT and then I MC. I am happy to have such strong body cues and feel lucky for that.
So come on achy uterus and sticky discharge, come on sore breasts and tired afternoons, keep on coming!!!!

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