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Feeling like a failure

I know this is a very self absorbed entry but since it's a journal I figure I could put it here.

Even if there are cycles when things are rough and I think it's not a good time to get pregnant and am often "relieved" by the fact that AF shows, deep down I feel like a failure. And on the months I really do want to I feel even worse. I can't imagine going through this for a year or more like so many women I see struggling with TTC. And I do know even under perfect situations it's only a 25% chance that you will conceive but man it's sure hard seeing so many pregnant women around when you are trying and not succeeding. I think DH is starting to wonder what is up with us. Well we got pregnant two years ago but had a MC at 9 weeks :( He doesn't like to think about it so he often acts like we can't get pregnant together.

Anyway that's my rant for today.

Last night DH noticed how much CM I had - I told him earlier in the day I thought I had ovulated - he is such a man he has no idea about women's cycles etc. LOL which is fine. He told me last month - "I need to circle the 20th on the calendar so I know when you will be out of commission" - REALLY DUDE!! lol haha!!

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