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Rebecca:thank you dear!
I would call!
Fx for us and all the ladies here going thru tests yatta yatta yatta!

We are here for ea other!

One day girls, one day!!! I will happen!!!

:o)

Rebecca:thank you dear!
I would call!
Fx for us and all the ladies here going thru tests yatta yatta yatta!

We are here for ea other!

One day girls, one day!!! I will happen!!!

:o)

Oh Bammom, I'm so sorry It might not be over, but if it is, take comfort in knowing that you CAN get that bfp, and it's only a matter of time until your next one comes along. Still keeping my fingers crossed for you.

Thanks Wifey and everybody else who is being so supportive. Here is my OSOM from today:

http://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/image.php?galleryid=180592

I am having the day from hell. I have discovered that this pregnancy is going to end in miscarraige, then I sneezed and shit my pants. Literally, shit my pants! Who does that!!!!! Then my mother (bi-polar) sent me a message on FB about never posting anything about her on there and accused me of basically neglecting her. (I do NOT neglect her)

I snapped.

I never told her I was pregnant (waiting until today to break the news) but my reply to her was this "I found out today that I am having a miscarrage. What are you upset about???"

I should not have done that because all she is going to do is ignore the whole miscarry part and instead focus on how I was short with her and she will use that as fodder to tell me she wants to try to commit suicide again. (Weekly threat that I have to talk her down from--she won't take her meds)

I just wish that I could at least indulge in some wine, but I won't because I am not even bleeding or spotting. I know it's coming though.....

Anyway, I am hiding indoors today and I didn't even go to church. I kept crying at odd moments this morning and I felt that would be a bit awkward in public.

Sorry, that was a lot to dump on you, but I needed to vent to someone besides DH. He's not very good at comforting, he tries, but he keeps saying "don't worry about it" I am trying hard to not yell at him when he says it....

Oh, and that bitch that I was talking about earlier that pointed out so bluntly on my FRER tests that they werent getting darker, just told me to think positive on my OSOM tests. She said "It could just be the test"

Really?!? If you are going to go around being a blunt peestick party pooper one day, you better take note of who's peesticks you are commenting on and not turn all sweet and positive the next day to the same person.

Bammom: vent n let it all out!
Sorry about the lines not getting darker hun... we are all super sad WITH u.
Here is hoping for the best though...

And for miracles!

bammam - I am so so sorry you are going through this. Praying for a miracle. :(

Bammom - I'm very sorry that you have to go through this. I'm hoping (and crossing fingers, toes, everything) that it's just a bad test and that you get your happy ending.

Thanks ladies, I think I feel better. I have made peace with what's happening and I know the ttc future is bright. I am anxious to get this cycle over with though so we can move forward.

Bammom: you can always let it all out here! I am sorry you have to go through this with your mom. I can only say that I have bipolar people (diagnosed) in my life, and it is ALWAYS about them. When you look back on today a few weeks from now, the pants shitting will make you crack up really bad, I promise. Keeping my fingers crossed for you

Good luck everyone, my head is aching right now, gotta put my iPad down