Posted by esperanza
ttc couple months, I'm 39
Last month I hoped so much that it would be it, my dh husband was saying that I look preg, other noticed that I look different, I heard comments "you are glowing" - I took at least 20 different test (all bfn) and AF came right on time.
This cycle nobody told me I look preg, different or glowing - all the way I heard things like "You look tired", "Looks like you are ready for vacation", "Hold on, Thanksgiving break is close"
1dpo - woke up out of breath at 3am with the thought "I am pregnant now", went to p, and first wave of nausea (exactly the same way how it was 16 years ago with my ds)
2 - 5 dpo - waves of nausea continue, especially on roundabouts, waiting bb start showing it (pregnancy) but they are the same, lot cm, problems sleeping, vivid dreams, tired, there was something pinkish on a tissue on 5 dpo but just a smear, couldn't resist POAS - bfn with ClearBlue
6 dpo - nausea eased, bbs started being very heavy
7 dpo- bbs start growing, mild cramps, gassy, bfn with FR (after another negative felt very sad, started doubting my mental stability - how I can imagine all those things, felt like I am out) and no more nausea
8 dpo- bbs tender, nipples sore, mild cramps, back hurts, hardly to see spotting on a tissue and some more on dh's private part after bd (took a test with fmu, target brand and saw faint positive)
9 dpo- bbs tender, mild backache, smell everything, aged cheese craving-went to store in pjs and ate it in a car)
testing like crazy, everything is BFN (not a hint) except another target test which keeps giving me second faint blue line, start doubting myself again that I imagined everything, looked at bbs-they look like twenty years ago (joke to myself that if I can make bbs look like that just by will power-it's already not bad)
10 dpo-POAS with FMU and get a second pink line with FRER 6 days sooner
Added: Nov. 12, 2011