Posted by uyezowami
The only reason am writing my story is to give hope to all the ladies who have been trying one cycle after the other with BFN.
The last time I was active on this site was April 2015.
I was exhausted from trying everything. I decided I am just going to let God work his plan in my life.
June 2014 I had a miscarriage DH and I were devastated, we wanted to get pregnant right away so we could forget the pain, but God had other plans. We tried everything, until one day I said to myself I am not going to try anymore I won't check anything, nor will I take anything to help me conceive.
I started enjoying our bedroom life, of course every month when AF showed her ugly face I would feel disappointed but not as much as I did when we were trying and hopeful. I just said all will happen in God's good timing.
Today I got my BFP, totally a HUGE SURPRISE!!!!
I started wondering early last week when I had cramps and said to myself aaahh the witch is coming, that very same afternoon when I wiped down there I saw dark blood and I was like I wonder when this pain will stop because she is clearly not coming today, she needs to come and go so I can get on with my life.
The next morning I was completely dry. The cramps were still there, but there was something unusual about them, they felt different form the normal PMS cramps. They would come and go. Then a thought came to my mind... could yesterday dark blood be implantation bleeding? I quickly forgot that thought because I did not want to drive myself crazy and start looking for symptoms.
Then a week went by, I started craving pickles, would have avocados and add vinegar and chilli sauce, and again I found myself wondering what is going on, this is when I started listening to my body, I started paying attention to everything, I realised that I was peeing more, feeling nauseas, feeling tired and the cramps were still there.
I was so clueless with my cycle such that I don't even know which date was my last period last month because I was no longer updating my cycles, and I said if by the 30th I don't get my periods am tasting, and yes today in a matter of seconds, two BEAUTIFUL pink lines appeared, I could not believe my eyes I wanted to scream and cry at the same time. God is wonderful.
If you would read my journal you will know I have a 10 cm cyst that is not giving me any problems, this coming Saturday am seeing my OBG just to make sure all is fine.
Just hang in there, one day you will be writing about your positive story.
By the way am turning 41 in November, so there is hope for the over 40s!!!!
baby dust to all momies to be! because it is going to happen.
Added: May 30, 2016