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Still no AF for me at 19dpo

Here I am, still no AF. Last night, before bed for over an hour I had the worst cramps. Kind of like it was when I had my worst period ever in April. The cramping felt like it did in the middle of the period, not before it started. I have used the Internet cheapies and I think I see light marks but it's not getting darker and when I took the FRER a few days ago, it ended up being negative. I don't know if I'm out of the game this month or not. The symptoms continue but change in subtle ways every day. I still feel queasy all the time and feel like I have to pee, literally, as soon as I have finished. My face has broken out and I even have small acne on my forearms! They feel so rough no matter how much lotion I put on them. I'm a mess. I'm really moody and weepy. I feel like I'm having to carry this burden all by myself and it just feels so heavy. Speaking of heavy! My abdomen is really puffy and every time I go to stand up, I have pain in my pelvis like its putting pressure on something. I don't want to wear anything that touches my stomach which is strange because I actually remember saying that exact thing to my sister when I was pregnant. I've wondered for a couple years now, after seeing that show 'I didn't know I was pregnant', if I was going to be one of those women this happens to. I mean, I go ten months without a period. It could happen! It's just so strange, I feel like I'm 7 months pregnant. My belly's getting big and sticking out. I find myself cradling my stomach as I stand. Maybe I'm just driving myself crazy! God knows we put ourselves through hell and back trying to conceive. I made an OB/GYN appt June 4th for a pap and exam. Maybe they can tell me what's going on. Baby dust to you all! And hopefully some answers for me! :)

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