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Confessions of a TTC Woman... Pt2
Hi ladies!! Time to start a new thread!! Confessions pt 2!
for anyone who's new, this is what its all about:
"Well a long time ago there was a thread started by a good friend of mine (who went on to have her adorable baby last weekend) called "confessions of an infertile woman". It was a place for all of us to share our negitive feelings and vent our pain about ttc. It was a great place and a safe place for negitivity (as we didnt want to air our negitive thoughts amoung the positive threads) And I felt it needed to come back!!"
Lets keep the negitivity flowing lol!
Joy
187 Replies • 12 years ago
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Snow - as sucky as it is i think if you felt the O pains maybe you did O? although i hope not but i would hate for you to have your hopes up high and it not happen this month. Your body is better the OPKs and CTP/FF.
Krunchie - when i get dealt a terrible hand in life (like having to walk 1.5mi to and from work) i try to think there is a reason why. as stupid as it sounds, its something that gets me through the shitty times. so there has to be a reason why TTC is really hard at the moment.
AFM (im really getting the hang of all the acronyms lol) my mom is better, but this AH has been beating on her. However, my mom is one of the strongest women i know (physically and mentally) and according to her she never backed down from him. I love my mom<3 (: And I hope that AH gets all that coming to him.
12 years ago
Snow, I'm hoping you have a GREAT birthday!
kde, that's crazy about your mom! But I like to hear women that refuse to back down from a man. I hope she can get him to realize what he's doing is wrong and unsafe though!
Krunchie, I looked at your chart here on ctp and it doesn't look terrible! It looks like it would still be above a cover line. But I know how you feel. As soon as you see the temp keeps going lower, your optimism drops to the basement too.
AFM, I go tomorrow morning for an u/s to check if there is a healthy follicle formed for us to do the iui this week. I am hopeful that there is because this morning I got a high reading on my monitor. I'm just afraid I will ovulate before i do the trigger shot and then the procedure! Either way, I hope this is the ONLY iui cycle I have to do!
12 years ago
Bumble, how did everything go yesterday? (thinking positive)
afm, my chest and heart feel heavier then usual. I just so down right now. Its kinda depressing haha Bc Im basically putting myself here, by doing and saying stupid stuff but I cant help it. I hope a good nights rest will clear up my mind bc right all i can feel is heavy darkness. Just one of those days I think i always feel the end is near around my period, maybe bc i know shes almost here is whats bringing me down or maybe bc me and dh are irritated with each other...talking to him always makes me feel better...sigh
I hope you all are doing okay(:
12 years ago
Everything went good yesterday. MUCH easier than I thought! The trigger shot was the toughest part! I DEFINETLY think I ovulated today as I had some serious ovulation pains and cramping. Hoping it's a good sign! Gonna bd tonight and tomorrow morning just to be safe!
Kde, I know how you feel. I get like that alot twoards the end of my cycle. It's so hard to stay positive when time after time you get soooo hopeful and then get shit on when AF comes! But try not to get too down on yourself, and when you do we are all here to listen to you vent! Anyone who is actually ttc and not just starting out has been in a dark place before and will probably be there again before their ttc days are over! So as hard as it sounds, keep your chin up!! :)
I don't have much to complain about today. Just the fact that this TWW is going to drive me bonkers!!!
12 years ago
Snow, I'm so sorry! Just cherish the time you have left with him, that's all you can do now.
AFM, I am beginning to thing the trigger shot didn't work and I haven't ovulated yet. Which would mean going in for the IUI on thursday was too early. So annoyed, upset, distraught, disappointed and depressed about it all right now. Here come the wave of wanting to give up and being sick of all this shit!!!!
12 years ago
My grandfather is still here. He's going down fighting until the very end but his prognosis is very bad. I've spent the last three nights and days in a chair by his bed.
This is all the more reason I want to be pregnant this cycle though it's the least of my worries right now. I want to give him a great grandchild. To bad I wasn't pregnant last cycle so I could have told him before he goes.
I love my grandfather very much and he means the world to me. I just hope he knows this and I made him proud. I just wish he'd be there for my wedding day and when I give birth. I didn't picture it without him.
Good luck ladies. I'm rooting for you all.
12 years ago
hi everyone
AF showed so no good for this cycle and as DH isnt going to be home for the next few O dates we are done until the specialist appointment in May
so prob wont be around very much now.
Snow - i hope he passes with dignity and as least pain as possible. Just because he wont be here, doesnt mean he wont be with you always. Ask him to have a word with whom ever is on the other side and see if he can help speed up your TTC journey from over there! then you know its a blessing from him and that he is always thinking of you. Do you have something small of his that is now yours? Maybe tell him you will have that with you on your wedding day so he will be with you. I find these kinds of discussions help both those who are left behind deal with the loss and helps the others to pass easier knowing their loved ones are in their hearts. xx
12 years ago
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