Community post

Ok, I have never been much of a blogger or whatever this actually is. I desperately wanted somewhere to go where people would be able to relate to what I am going through and offer support or advice, or even just so I know I am not the only one seemingly going crazy. I thought about just joing another convorsation, but they all seem so involved already, and have tons of posts and I feel like I would just be horning in or something. So I have started my wn discussion form. I would love to hear from anyonw.

I am in my late 20's living in Canada & I have been married for nearly 2 tears. I was never sure if I wanted kids of my own, or not, I have a niece and 3 nephews that I took care of all through their early years and I honestly wondered if that was good enough. Then one day I missed my AF, took a pregnancy test and got a BFP. My entire perspective changed. Suddenly nearly every though I had was baby related, I couldn't have been more excited! Then about 2 months is I miscarried. My husband and I have been TTC now for 3 months, and I am finding it a horrible process. I feel like all I am doing is waiting. I wait for my AF to end, then I wait to ovulate, then I wait to either take a hpt or get my af! It is never ending! And as much as my husband says he understands he just can't.

I was crushed come Christmad when I got my Af, I had really been hoping for that one special present. But now I am over the hump of being depressed about it, I ovulated on New Years Eve and am now 6 dpo. My husband and I did the BD 8 days straight, so I am really hoping that it pays off! But I am finding it SO hard waiting to test!