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I'm sorry Calvingirl:( please don't give up, i know is hard!!!!! Sometimes i feel like giving up too. Stay strong, and don't be too hard on urself:)
Has anyone heard from Mozart?

Thank you for the words of encouragement, Sun and Miracle. Both of you are my age and looks like we've all been through the ringer and know this struggle well.

Today I tested this morning and think I got a small shadow... Might turn into something. Who knows? I've gotten lots of shadows at 8dpo before but they go away. I did cramp a lot on 5dpo....

Anyway, thanks again.

I can't say I'm happy to be back here, but here I am anyway. I hope it's okay to butt in here. I never thought I'd be in this situation. I feel like my biological clock is a ticking time bomb at this point. I only hope I can be lucky enough to have another baby, and even luckier to carry to term without a loss.

What supplements is everyone using? I've never taken so many vitamins and supplements in my life. lol

Off the top of my head, I'm on....
Ubiquinol
Maca
DHEA
Eleuthero
Vitamins C, D3, B6, B12
Zinc
Magnesium
Potassium
Turmeric
Guaifenesin
Cassava

I'm so sorry for your so recent loss, Nevertooold. I'm a loss Mommy too... Nearly identical circumstances. I lost Oscar in 2015 in labor. He was 6 days late, so almost 41 weeks. He was handling labor fine, then his heart just stopped.

My husband and I started trying about two months later too. I wish you all the luck and sticky vibes in the world. No one can replace our missing babies, but I hope you have something for those empty arms soon. I know how awful they feel.

Don't mind me. I'm 8dpo and the progesterone supplements make me weepy.

Calvingirl, you're welcome...I am also just so grateful for the support I find here most times. Do you think the cramping meant anything? I started cramping too but I'm not sure if it's my pelvic muscles or my right ovary (as weird as that sounds), but I exercised so much over the weekend (helps alleviate my anxiety). I am still hopeful, though... I hope that shadow gets darker... Ladies, I hope you are all doing well out there...

Kerzie they never gave it to me, just decided to try me on clomid.. af is due today and there's no sign of her. Boobs are tender and the other day I had a spasm like cramp that started where my pelvic bone starts to my minder thigh and I had that when I was pregnant with my youngest. I've been a little emotional about things and even cried watching a unsolved cases tv show. My levels only went from 5.7 to 8.3 with the first cycle of clomid and she said if I wasn't pregnant that we would start the second round but she didn't say that there's a chance I wasn't which before I started the clomid she said there wasn't a reason to test because she was positive I wasn't pregnant. I feel different this time, I can't sleep!!

I'm done. I'm out. AF will be here soon. 14 dpo and BFN. I'm just devastated, tbh. This one was probably the hardest to take. I'm not sure if I can do this anymore.

I promised my DH that I wouldn't make a decision till after AF so my pms hormones weren't affecting my judgement.

Good luck to you all. I'm probably going to take a break for a while.

I'm back this year TTC another bundle of joy!! Just delivered DS January 5th and we getting back on the horse right away since it took us over a year to conceive our son via IUI fertility treatment due to hostile cervical mucus. Praying this time will happen naturally and quickly!!!

Hope it's okay for me too join I'm really needing ppl to talk to I'm hoping for my bfp soon

aww calvingirl! i tested this a.m. with a . don't let this get you down love. Take a break then get back at it!!! sending