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I'd love to shove AF and cousins crampy and bloaty off a cliff haha. Anyways I had a dream last night I had triplets 2 girls and a boy. My daughter Raine was in the dream and insisted on staying in the hospital in the dream. I had a hard timing naming the girls. It was really weird.

ladies just got a couple of sharp stabbing pains in my left -central pelvic area then felt tingly and sick!!

Off a cliff sounds good! ....is it just me or has your af cramps seemed to be going on for days to the build up of it...where as it used to be just the day before...I feel like my body knows how to get my hopes up...and then you have all the cramping for nothing...my cycles have always usually been 28/29 days but my last two have been 35/36 now how about that for cruel body tricks!
Lady I hope you’re get your
Thank for the welcomes ????

Yeeesss!!
Amy, yes!!
It's like during tww, your cramps drag oooonnnn, where as if it was just any other month, u cramp for maybe a day then its here.

Last month was the longest my cycle has ever been...a whole 29 days....as opposed to 24 days!
How cruel!!!!

I tested again and ofcourse Last bit of hope is now gone. So impatiently waiting for the mountain lady.

Cd 5- usually this is my time to feel optimistic and eager for this new opportunity. Instead- I just feel broken today. Seeing so many pregnancy announcements and bump updates lately- I feel absolutely crushed. And angry... I resent my body today. My heart aches for my lost babies. My anger is consuming me at my body failing me (logically- I know there was likely something wrong with my little embryos, but I can’t shake that feeling that it’s my fault.) today is a real struggle. I need my optimism back. My girls need me to get my optimism back

Don't go into depression mode, love. It will do more harm than good to your body.
My last pregnancy took 7 years to happen, however I have never experienced a miscarriage within those 7 years, although maybe there were chemicals, I just never caught them. So although I know it hurts, I truly don't know how it feels. I do know that going into depression mode would work against you.
Anger is ok....but don't dwell on it.
It's not your fault. Sometimes our bodies reject an embryo if something genetically is wrong.

I beileve you will get that little one. This may just be your month. You have a group of people here who support you.
It's going to be well!

Kahlan - Sending you hugs, my dear. I can only imagine the pain. Allowing yourself to honor what you lost is so important, and so is working to believe that you have brighter days to come. I'm always here if you want to chat. I've struggled with depression/anxiety as I think you mentioned, too...

Hi Amy! Welcome!

Yea Amy this cycle is horrible for me. The cramps were the worst I've had since I was a kid. Im an emotional wreck this time around.