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Another night on the couch. I feel like I need more room/to sleep in a bed without another person giving off heat. Also, our neighbors had a party last night, so husband was knocking on their door at 1am. We're too old for this neighborhood. Ha!

Sending you all positive, sticky vibes today!!

Thanks abit. It’s been a hard journey- but all the hard times make the good ones so much sweeter! At least I know My body is capable of carrying my baby. But the anxiety is real when it comes to all the waiting involved.

Kahalan - I hear ya. I had such bad (clinical) anxiety during my first pregnancy that I blamed myself for causing my miscarriage for a very long time. (I had just gone through a cross country move, didn't have a job yet, etc. It was a crazy time.) No one really honors the emotional toll pregnancy loss takes on a woman. When every pregnancy feels like a baby to a woman, why wouldn't it be incredibly difficult? I'm glad your 2 babies give you hope. I'll be hoping along with you!

Bb- yes very much like toothpaste test. I just did it for sh*ts n giggles. Actually this is how I tested with my 2 yr old before I got the confirmation from a pregnancy center.

Lady I can’t I promised I’ll only do one a day lol

Abit - no I don’t think so anxiety more makes me feel sick and angry think I’m over symptom checking. I’m 43 in July so my clock is almost broken !! Have a 21 year old and a 14 year old so I’m blessed

And Kahlan these palpitations are so weird and the twitching I think I’m falling apart

Hberry that’s crazy may try this myself - when hubby goes for his run if he ever caught me dong that

I cannot begin to even imagine to have to deal with a miscarriage and the extra stress when trying to conceive afterwards.. U ladies are strong.

Definitely my period. It’s going strong now and the cramps are BAD! I’m excited that it’s a new cycle and time to try again.
As far as the miscarriages go- I had a chemical pregnancy a few days before Christmas, then the MMC March 31st. My first 2 were MMC’s and I had my 2 girls in the middle. This most recent one I felt like something wasn’t right, so wasn’t super surprised there was no heartbeat at the first ultrasound. It broke my heart- but I was kind of expecting it, for some reason. It wasn’t nearly as hard as the first time when I had no idea there was such a thing as a MMC. It was shocking and beyond devastating. Now I’m just hoping and praying I conceive quickly, and get my sticky baby. I’m also hoping I can at least carry to 37 weeks this go around!!

Just took an at home test and it shows negative. I'm going to wait to test again or if AF rears her ugly face

morning ladies ...woke up feeling like crap felt sick headache sore boots near arm pit flu symptoms, this morning POAS and you know when your half asleep and I peed on the stick but I think I wet it too much and I couldn't see the red dye travel up the stick and the control line was really faint so I threw it away and went back to bed , about 30 mins later I went back to it ........check my pics and tell me what you think