Community post

But lady I’m gonna drive myself mad ! Been getting palpitations last few day’s when I had my MMC I had them all through the pregnancy nit trying to over think it tho prob haven’t even implanted yet

Dont over think. (Yeah, I know its hard)
But u got this. I hope you get ur bfp. Don't stress...however I cant promise to help you NOT go crazy....cause I wanna know as bad as you do...
With that being said...go POAS!

Hberry- Yes! I had the palpitations, too! I’m dying to see your test, too!!

How you doing Kahlan?

Been having spotting since yesterday- I think this really is my period. My periods are usually very light, and I had horrible cramps yesterday like the first day of my period. Fmu test was negative again

ok.
On to next month?

Yep. I’m thinking of NTNP this next couple cycles, as I would love a spring baby, but will take whatever I get. I’m not sure I can let go of how badly I want my last baby, though- to not try! I’m not getting any younger, and since I didn’t conceive this past cycle- I will officially have a geriatric pregnancy with my next babe. Add that to my already high risk with 2 preterm babies and 4 miscarriages plus history of gestational diabetes... I want this little one as soon as he or she is willing to snuggle in!

That ticking clock is a b****, Kahlan! I know it can all be so painful. I'm turning 37 this summer, and I've had to fight it for a while. I know so, so many women who have had successful "geriatric pregnancies"--many after mcs, infertility, IUI, IVF, etc. Your history sounds so intense. No wonder you have felt anxiety about it all! I wish you continued peace along this journey. I know it is so, so hard to find.

bb, are your palpitations due to anxiety?

Hberry, the metallic taste sounds so promising! Keep us posted!