Today I had my first prenatal visit at 8w2d. Dates were verified with OPK and Temp. As many of you know- I’ve been super worried about my lack of symptoms. It was just too similar to my MMC before my first baby.
Well- my ultrasound today revealed a baby measuring 6w4d with no heartbeat.
Will be picking up the medication to begin the process of expelling my lifeless child this evening, and while I wasn’t shocked to see no heartbeat, it is still so incredibly painful. I just feel really alone, and I just want to scream to the world all my pain and frustration. 4 losses... 2 babies... I just feel broken I’m so great full for my 2 beautiful girls- they are so strong- they defied the odds and made it into my world!
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My Dr. gave me Mifeprex (the abortion pill) yesterday, and Misoprostol today. 2 hours after inserting the Misoprostol I finally started bleeding! I’m so relieved! Now I’m praying everything passes as it should and I can begin the process of trying to conceive again! Despite being sore and uncomfortable, not to mention a bit sad, I feel so much relief and renewed optimism. This experience is almost over and now I can look with optimism to the future!
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