I give up
This month was so very different then any other time . I thought it meant something.. but today I checked and my cm is dry... so i guess I'm out... again I feel like curling up in a ball and cry all day if I can .. I still have 4 days before af shows up .... but I dont feel like I'm gonna start or that I'm pregnant so I'm in limbo... waiting and tearing up.... good luck all of you I hope you get your dreams cause I dont think I am...
UPDATE Went for a walk after my melt down when I got back I went to the bathroom and had watery with a small streak of sticky cm in undies and when I wiped, it was almost ew and pale yellow... no itch pain smell so no infections.. it only happens once...
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