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Feeling Blah =(

Feeling like absolute crap, mentally and physically. Mentally I am just down... I was battling depression last year, but have been weaned off my medications and have been doing really well without them. And today is not a depression mood at all, I'm just a bit down and emotional, cry easy kind of day. All the negative hpt's are not helping, either, even though I know it is too early, but feel like I should at least be getting squinters from FRER, but stark white this morning. So I am going to stop POAS until Saturday morning. I should definitely see something by then if I am pregnant this cycle.

Physically I just feel drained, bloated, gross, and nauseous. My appetite is way down. Headache coming on, which I am absolutely sick of headaches. All first week of January I had migraines and went maybe the second week without any, then they came back almost daily throughout Jan and had a few in Feb. My migraines are not usually so common, so it was very strange and hard to deal with.

I sort of feel like I should be pregnant again first cycle TTC#3 like with our youngest, but I also have a feeling there is no way I could be that lucky again. So probably fooling myself and getting hopes way to high. I shall know this weekend, I would think. AF is due 21st, and FRER and supposed to tell you 6 days sooner, so this weekend it should pick SOMETHING up.

Until then, just moody and broody today

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