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Thanks ladies. I appreciate the kind words. @Momma they can just be so putrid! The only thing im happy about is that he gave me my girls. I hope I do well enough for them on my own.

as for sleep I got a solid sleep last night. My temp rose again but still have no idea of what im looking at. I did a cheapie test and it looked like there was a vvfl but I dont trust it so i'll do a frer tonight after a hold. ff says 9dpo ctp says 10dpo. my chart today on ctp. Im so nervous.

FF chart

@Mat your chart looks promising but I’ve seen plenty on FF that have had sudden drops after a desirable chart. I’m interested in your FRER, hope the outcome is what you want, whether positive or negative given the circumstances.

I’m currently led in bed at 8pm, my little boy is asleep next to me and I’ve got a horrid pain in my left side

It is really hard to switch my heart from wanting a bfp to needing to hope for a bfn. I'll be honest it is weird. If I am preg I will do it on my own and come what may i'd love that baby with all mh heart. Honestly it would be for the best if af comes. af is due on the 7th

I just had some ewcm streaked with a tiny bit of red blood so I think af will come on time.

Not sure if it will show after upload but this pm frer has a vvvfl I could only hold for three hours before I was dying to pee dang it. Im not sure what to think so classing it a bfn. I actually do feel off. my boobs are killing me and I feel barfy.

@Mat I can see that line!

As for me. Temp drop today, cramping and a negative FRER so I’m sure AF will rear her nasty head soon. I’m so discouraged and down, it’s never going to happen with my husbands stupid job, wish he’d just leave instead of putting it before us and our family think I’ll be removing all apps and logging off from now as I don’t have it in me to do this every month knowing our timing is always wrong because of his work. Think I’ll just learn to be happy with my one baby

Aw i'm sorry beck. I hope af stays away.

As for me my boobs still hurt heaps. Temp drop but still well above Coverline. I am starving this morning but also feel gross at the same time. I had lots of pinching pains last night but my test this morning was very faint. A little darker than last night but hard to take a pic of in the morning lighting. I always test better in the pm. I'm tempted to hold from lunch until 6 and do another test. I'd really like to see a proper faint line asap otherwise I feel stuck in this indent or bfp limbo. Possibly i'm having a chemical. I'm 10dpo. I normally get decent lines by then. I uploaded to the gallery this morning

not sure if it will show