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Trigger shot today

So shooting myself up with hormones has become quite normal for me the last couple of months. Today was a first though, I did it while warming up the car on my way to work. This cycle I realized even though I bitch and complain about the 2ww I much rather be in it. again for some odd reason this month I just couldnt wait to start trying again, I have hope again (Hi, I am Donna the rollercoaster) and I just hope and wish this month works. My husband and i agreed that next month would be the month for IUI. But now I am deathly afraid of it, (HSG PTSD). My REI dr is super sweet but lately I feel like he's pushing IVF and I cant afford that. I also dont think that I have come to terms that maybe the only way i will conceive is through IVF. Like my mom had 6 kids and all of my sisters are super fertile. WHATS wrong with me.
I tried to bd last night but hubby feel asleep like dude come on other times I have to push you off me and now when it matters he falls asleep. funny I started this post optimistic and now I am back on not feeling it.

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