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I thought it would never happen

1 year and 9 months ttc For the first year i tried really hard, then for the last 9 months i stopped because i knew something was wrong and it wasnt going to happen and just last month i finally went to see a gyno and she diagnosed me with endometriosis i searched the internet and came across a ton of negative things and i was just on my knees crying for a very long time until the last week. I take thyme the herb and dump it in a bath (i know gross!) but it brings on my period. (its an italian tradition i came acroos on the internet) This month i tried 3 times and it wasnt working. I kept checking my cervix and it would go from very soft and moist to lightly hard. But it was always hard. I had normal clear watery discharge. I had no symptoms. When i ovulaterd this month it was soooo strong like i have never been that attracted to my fiance as i was then. I wanted him every night all night long and it had nothing to do with ttc. Well thats my story and i seriously hope anyone reading this the best with their journey. It happens when you least expect it, i didnt believe that when i was not trying for the last 9 months and it didnt happen but being diagnosed with endo just was the icing on the cake. I am still in shock and think that the test wasnt positive but it was. Its so surreal. when i got the positive i didnt react the way i thought i would i started balling because i was scared. I was scared i wouldnt know what to do or if im bringing a child into the world when anything you happen to them.

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