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Tired

I guess you could say that I am tired. Not really complaining anymore... I guess you could say I've given up. Not really given up, but given up tracking, etc. Dh and I are still actively trying, but with me caring less. I feel it is better for me to not care as much. I've also been super busy with life and school. So pretty much, it is all up to God now. He let it happen to me once, and took it away. I know he will give me another baby that WILL go full term -- when HE wants it to happen. I know it will happen one of these days where I least expect it, because I have NOT been tracking whatsoever. Totally just going with the flow.
EWCM today, probably won't BD though, because DH works in early mornings so it's hard to get bding in. My thoughts about it? Oh well! Looking for next month. =) (unless I get my BFP)
Keeping my mind on other things... while seeing pregnant people still makes me jealous, along with seeing my sister-in-law and her baby.

Whatever, I know God will give me the most beautiful baby when he wants to.
Don't give up. It's okay to care less if it means less stress on you. Who knows? That may be the problem.

Happy ttc everybody and baby dust.

xxoo

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